Who am I? What am I supposed to be doing?

I am doing me—whatever that means. I struggle with what I offer… I have a lot of different skill sets and interests and I can appear to be all over the place, but actually there is a thread that ties them all together. It is service!

Service to help people remember the gift that they are.
Service to the ones with a small voice—the children or the elderly.
Service to community and certain causes that are dear to me.

Sometimes, I offer a smile on the trail, sometimes, it is just being an ear, sometimes I paint what I feel someone needs.

Truth is…I don’t really know most of the time… who I am or what I am supposed to be doing. I am getting ok with that. Now, I just try to stay open and show up for myself and wonder how will my day go—who will I meet today? If I can support a local artist, I will do that… after all, I am more than aware of how hard it is to have a financially sound business. I am back to square one.

What I can say is that I am unconventional. An outside the box kind of gal. I am sometimes called an adventurer, a nomad, a renaissance woman, a gypsy. I do not take offense, rather I celebrate the many different free-spirited parts of myself. I am on the move and hard to track down at times. I understand that doesn’t work for some. For others, they see the courage it takes to make my way in a world that doesn’t support the wild unpredictable, unscheduled one. For me, it is what I know and need right now.

I have my moments, of course, because I am often misunderstood. I am not lonely. I stay true to my heart and say YES to whatever grabs me. I am the captain of my ship—but I recognize I don’t have it all figured out either. I need to spend a lot of time alone—watching where my energy goes and how to harness it for my growth and wellbeing. I look for direction and daily inspiration.

So at the end of the day? I still don’t know but maybe you do and if any of my many side gigs speak to you, please reach out. I follow energy and my heart. I’ll say YES most of the time in the name of service.